Sometimes we question based on the desires and learned training of others. This is OK when we are maturing through our physical growth cycles. NOW, comes the time when you are making choices based on those beliefs and foundations established by others to help you along till you could choose for yourself. Please do so. Choose what you want out of your Life based on what you feel is your ultimate JOY. If you haven't identified exactly what that is...don't worry about it, you won't be finishing or running out of anything, you are forever creating more as you become more. Allow your self everything you want and know you absolutely want it. Don't try to plan or chart out the pathways to it, let it reveal itself through your remaining focused in the feeling of the outcome. You get to choose, crafting and shaping your own Life experience. Just Do YOU!