Trust yourself and the you, that you are working with. It is very like us to listen to the desire of what others would like for us to practice as the right way to be in the World. Where you show up at and what you do with your purpose is your business. You are not responsible for the well-being of anyone other then yourself. You can only effect change in your environment and to do this requires trusting yourself and the evidence of your experience. Just do you! Don't sweat the dynamics of difference from which desire of a burning nature is born. Your first step could be the reclamation of your innate heritage. Your own innate knowing could and can foster fruitful development. GO FOR IT!